life's just fucked up...

So, I just think this world is so fucked up, so many things are happening and I dont have the time to swallow any of them...

Last week I really thought that I was gonna get fired or something, cause the thing was that I couldnt go to work on sunday, and then they had this new rule that if an agent did come to work, she/he'd get automatically suspended... so, I didnt know what to do, I really rely a lot in my job to pay for all of my expenses, and it's not liek all rthe stupid shit I usually buy, but it's my UNiversity, the books and my transportation... so I really thought I'd be lost without my job. But thank God, I didnt get fired, cause they asked me to do some extra hours on this past saturday... so I havent rested ONE single day for about two weeks now! I am so exhausted!

Then, I messed up with a guy I know... thing was that I was sooooo fucking drunk that I dont remember shit about it. I was with a guy I had just met, who was really nice and we were both drunk... and then, all of a sudden I woke up at my friend's place... still drunk and had to go to work. The mess was when I saw my friends again, and they were like.... "Ale, did you make out with....? and I was like.... NOOOO". But apparently, around that blank spot, the time I have no clue of what had happened, I made out with this other guy, but nothing too serious (Thank God). But now, that I'm supposedly with another guy, I just dont know what to tell him...

Shit, my life's fucked up.

Plus, yesterday I was going with a guy I really like (the only one that I actually am so into), and it turns out taht he has a girl! Shit! Shit! Shit!

Hate my (non-existing/love) life.