I spoke to Maja yesterday... damn it was so nice to talk to her again, I felt so lost. For the first time in a long time I felt understood in two ways.... being in love with someone who is far away (Gabi, she knows what I was talking about), and mising my best friend who is also far far away... with my dear Majita. Why is life so cruel to tear me away from these people? I must be for something... right? I hope, I really do.