Burnt...

So, Im fucking scared. Turns out that I didnt react very well. Its funny how your life can be changed by just a few seconds... I should explain, I think. What happened was that I was innocently frying a hamburguer in a pan at home, trying to cook lunch for me and my dog, cause I was not gonna spend six bolivians or so, in going to my aunt’s house and eating there, cause I have no money lately. Well, so I was frying, and I guess there was too much oil in the pan, cause for some reason, I guess I just moved it in a way in which it got in fire, you know, as in flambé, so I just panicked. I thought that my house would burn down, so my reaction was to move the pan around trying to stop the fire from growing, and then the oil got spread all around... including my face. I got burnt right underneath my right eye, in my opinion it’s a huge burnt, but my brother says it’s not so big. I’m just crying my ass off cause I’m so mad for having this huge scar in my face!!!
Well it’s been about a week since that day, and I’m much better now, the burnt healed rather fast, so I was lucky, at this moment I only have a pinkish area in my face, not so big and hard to notice, so I’m ok. I also discovered other burnts in my shoulders and my back, the one in my back is huge actually, but I think I’m considering it to be sort of like a tatoo, or like a meaningful scar, simbolising my mistakes, but how I got to live and grow from and with them. (Maybe I’m just trying to convince myself that it’ll be ok...).